Ki Tissa, Exodus 30:11-34:35
Shabbat Parah
Shabbat Parah
Transformative Power
Moses was changed internally and externally by his
experience on Mt. Sinai.
The story is told about Franz Kafka that the last time he visited Berlin, he chanced upon a little girl in a park awash in tears.
The story is told about Franz Kafka that the last time he visited Berlin, he chanced upon a little girl in a park awash in tears.
When he inquired as to the reason for her distress,
she sobbed that she had lost her doll. Compassionately, Kafka countered that not
to be the case. The doll had merely gone on a trip and, in fact, Kafka met her
as she was about to leave. He promised that if the little girl would return to
the park the next day, he would bring her a letter from her doll. And so Kafka
did for several weeks, arriving each morning at the park with a letter for his
new friend.
As his tuberculosis worsened, Kafka decided to
return to Prague where he would soon die at age 41, but not before buying the
girl another doll. Along with the doll came a letter in which Kafka insisted
that this was the doll that belonged to his friend. Admittedly, she looked
different, but then on her long trip the doll had seen many remarkable sights
and gone through many searing experiences. Life had changed her appearance.
(Jack Wertheimer, ed., The Uses of Tradition, p.
279).
Life-Altering Experiences
Of the many meanings in this profound parable I wish
to focus on the most obvious: that a transformative experience alters us
externally as well as internally. This is the point of the closing narrative of
our parashah. The second time that Moses ascends Mount Sinai to get the Ten
Commandments--that is after the debacle of the golden calf--the Torah
uncharacteristically gives us a profusion of details. In contrast to the brevity
of description pertaining to his first ascent (Exodus 19:18-25; 24:1-4;31:18),
the Torah now divulges that Moses stayed atop the mountain for 40 days and 40
nights without eating a morsel of bread or drinking a sip of water (34:28).